Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Stories

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa

Assalam-o-Alaikum, dosto! Is naye series mein aap sabka swagat hai. Aaj ki kahani ka naam hai  “Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa!”. Ye ek chudail ki kahani hai. To agar aapko bhi daravani kahaniyaan, bhutiya kahaniyaan, ya horror stories in Hindi padhne ka shauk hai to is kahani ko pura zaroor padhen.

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

Mujhe soye hue dimagh ne mujhe heraan kiya hai; khaas tor par raat ke jhulasne ko jo hum ‘khwaab’ kehte hain. Isi wajah se main ek journal rakhta hoon jahan har soi hui soch ko record kar leta hoon jo raat ko mere dimagh se guzarti hai. Main rozana kam az kam ek alarm lagata hoon taake mein apni REM cycles ke doran jaag sakoon aur apne sabse khoobsurat khwaabon ko yaad kar sakoon. Kabhi kabhi mein dobara so jata hoon, lekin aksar main isay apnata hoon. Ye ek roshni dalne wala tajruba raha hai, aur is waqt tak, maine apni raat ke safar ke sath barah notebooks bhar di hain.

Apni khwaabon ko catalog karnay ke ilawa, mein is phenomenon ko parhta hoon. Mein ne apnay istemal ke liye har neend ki guide ko tafseel se tajzia kiya hai aur be shumar documentaries dekhi hain. Main ne high school mein bhi ek “Raat ke Khayali Pulao” ke naam se elective course kiya tha, lekin sirf aik semester tak (is topic mein meri affinity share karne wale buhat kam students thay). Digar alfaz mein kaha jaye to, meri zindagi ke baray mein hissay mein aik surat-e-haal hai, chahe wo kisi bhi shakal mein ho.

Is mawad par aur ziada ilm hasil karne ki talash mein, mein nedoun library ki massive local authors section mein haazir hua. Main umeed kar raha tha ke main ek aisi kitab miloon gi jo khwaabon par mabni ho aur main ne isay pehle nahi parha ho, kyun ke ye ek aisa hissa tha jahan main ne abhi tak qadam nahi rakha tha. Ye aik lamba shot tha, lekin research ke naam par mein ise baratnay ke liye tayyar tha.

Jab mein self-published romance novels ki khudai kar raha tha, to mere nazar mein aik non-fiction title pari – “Sleep Tactics: Aik Aram Se Dimagh Ke Liye Mashqen,” jo ke Jack Grovewood ne likhi thi. Iski peeche ki taraf jo blurb tha woh vague tha aur self-help kitabon ki tarah tha, jahan aisi quotes thin jaise “Aik achhi raat ki neend ke raaz sikhen,” aur “Apne dimagh ki be-khwahish pyas ko behtar samajhne ke liye apne dimagh ko bharain.” Khwaabon par mabni kitab nahi thi, lekin ye meri dilchaspi ko bhadakne mein kamyab rahi.

Ye Story Bhi Dekhen : Sabse Purana Darakht

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

Ghar par is kitab mein dakhil ho kar, maine isay pehle se zyada apni pasandidgi ke mutabiq paya. Is mein lucid dreaming, meditation, aur sotay hue chalne ke hawalay se chapters thay. Main ne pehle se ziada content ke baray mein jankari rakhti thi, lekin ye mazaq se parey thi. Lekin akhri chapter tak mein bilkul hi hairan ho gaya. Mein isay nichor kar wazeh karoon ga:

Chapter 16: “Apne Jism Se Bahir Nikalne Ka Tariqa”

DARUSTI: Ye kisi OBE, ya “Out of Body Experience,” ka hissa nahi hai.

Jaisa ke Chapter 8: “Out of Body, Out of Bed” mein zikar hai, mein OBEs par yaqeen rakhta hoon, lekin mein samjhta hoon ke ye sirf ek aur khwaab ka aik andaz hai. Wo chezein jo mein aap se mukhatib karne ja raha hoon, woh kuch bilkul mukhtalif hai; ye na to OBE hai aur na koi aur khwaab ka halat. Ye aik tariqa hai jis se aap sach mein apne jism se bahir nikal sakte hain aur iske liye sleep paralysis ko catalyst ke taur par istemal kya jata hai.

Is sey pehle ke mein tafseel se guftagu karoon, mein kuch prerequisites par guzarna chahta hoon.

Is ko asar andaz karnay ke liye, aapko lucid dreaming mein maharat hasil karni chahiye. Mein is sey kya matlab hai ke aapko regular tor par lucid dreams aana chahiye aur in khwaabon mein lambi muddat tak lucidity barqarar rakhni chahiye. Is sey bhi madad milti hai agar aap apne khwaabon ke mahol ko asani sey manipulate kar sakte hain. Agar aap sirf kabhi-kabhi lucid dream karte hain, to aapko apne dimagh ko isay zyada dafa karne ke liye train karna hoga (dekhain Chapter 6: “Aik Lucid Lucy Ban’nay Ka Tariqa”). Agar aap lucid dream karne mein kamiyab nahi hain, to ye technique aap ke liye nahi hai. IS MEIN KOI SHAKHSI BAAT NAHI HAI. Aap bas isi ke liye zaroori tools se mehroom hain.

Ek aur shart hai sleep paralysis ki. Hum sab ne isay aik dafa ya dosri dafa to mehsoos kiya hai, lekin ye bohat madadgar hoti hai agar aap regular tor par isay mehsoos karte hain. Lucidity aur aik focus rakhte hue, sleep paralysis apne jism se bahir nikalne ke liye ek matnaza rasta hai, is tarah se sochiye.

Dimagh ki tayariyon ki manzil aapke liye itni hi zaroori hai, ke jaisa ke ho sakti hai. Agar aapne ek OBE ya wake-initiated lucid dream dekha hai to ye ek faida hai (dekhain Chapter 7: “Neend Se Jag Kar Sotay Hue Khwaab”).

Ab, mazaqia hissa aata hai. Mein aap ko isay aik step by step andaaz mein bayan karunga phir aapko apni pehli departure ko haasil karne par kya tawaqqu’at hai, iska mukhtasir bayan mile ga. Yaad rahe ke natijay alag alag ho saktay hain.

Ye Story Bhi Dekhen : Sabse Purana Darakht

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

-Step One-

Aik slanted position mein, apni peeth par, so jaayein. Ye kisi recliner ya car seat par bhi ho sakti hai, lekin aapka jism zameen ke mukablay diagonal hona chahiye. Isi tarah mein ne isay kaam karne mein kabhi kabhi gravity ka kirdar dekha hai.

-Doosra Qadam-

Sotay waqt hamal ki halat hasil karo. Ye kadam zyada tar intezaar ki tarah hai, kyun ke isay apni marzi se poori tarah say anjaam dene ke liye bilkul mumkin nahi hai. Jab ye waqia hota hai, tab raushan khayali ka ek bara hissa hota hai. Apko yeh maloom hona chahiye ke aap sotay waqt hamal ki halat mein hain aur apni bewaqoofi se nahi darna chahiye. Ye ek tareeqa hai jo khawabon mein raushan khayal hone mein madadgar hota hai.

-Teeni Qadam-

Jab aap hamal mein hain, to koshish karo ke apni tangain harkat de. Agar aap sahi tarah ke position mein hain, to kam az kam aik tang harkat de sakti hai. Agar aap dono tangain nahi hila saktay, to aapko dobara shuru karna hoga aur apni kursi ko mukhtalif positions mein til kar ke eksperiment karna hoga.

-Choutha Qadam-

Aik ya zyada tangain azad karne ke baad, koshish karo ke apni baazoo azad karo. Wo bohat zyada sakht mehsoos hongay, aur aap unko harkat nahi de saktay, jaise ke aap koshish karo. Phir aapko apni sar mein aik tez dard mehsoos hoga. Ghabrao mat; aapki taraf se kisi qisam ki aneuresm nahi hai. Ye puri tarah normal hai aur aapke nikalne ke liye zaroori hai.

-Paanchwa Qadam-

Jitna mushkil aur thakaan bhara ho sakta hai, usi tarah se apni baazoo azad karne ki koshish karte raho. Jab aap ye karo, to apni puri jismi harkat bhi karne ki koshish karo. Paralysis se ladhne ke liye jo bhi aap mein hai, usko laga do. Bas, so kar na gir jana.

-Chhaywaan Qadam-

Ye Story Bhi Dekhen : Sabse Purana Darakht

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

Jab aap apni dimagh aur jism ke sath jung ladte hain, to aapke dimagh mein aik tez dard mehsoos hone lagega. Ye dard takleef dayak nahi hoga, lekin aapko bari takleef ho sakti hai. Isay hone do. Jab ye takleef barhti hai, to aapko mehsoos hone lagega ke aap apne jism se jud rahe hain. Isay na roko. Aapka dimagh ek rubber band ki tarah hota hai aur wo apni jahan se khich raha hai wapas jane ki koshish karega. Isay na jane do. Nikalne ke safar ki rag rag mein chalo.

Agar aap apne dimagh ki tawajjo ko mazbooti se kar lete hain aur in hukamaton ko achi tarah se anjaam dete hain, to aap apne jismani dabbay ko kamyaab taur par chhod saktay hain aur aik aisa ajeeb o garib khayalat ka safar tajwez kar saktay hain, jise sirf abhi tak samjha ja raha hai.

Aur yahi iska majmua hai. Mauseeqi mein dalaanay wala ne ye bhi kaha ke jab aap apne jism se bahar nikalte hain, to aapko is duniya mein tabdeeliyan mehsoos ho sakti hain, jo aapne shuruat mein dekhi thi. Is mein lagbhag har tarah ki cheezen waisi hi dikhayi denge lekin is mein koi zindagi nahi hogi. Uske alawa, kuch bhi nahi hilay ga. Har cheez apni jagah par hogi, jitni sakoon se ho sakti hai. Apne jism mein dobara dakhil hone ke nazariye ka nazriya pesh karnay ke baad, musannif ne is babbat mein aik darawna tanbiha khatam kiya;

Jo kuch bhi karo, pani ke qareeb mat jana.

Main heran ho gaya. Poora kitaab is taqreeb tak hakikatan thi, lekin wo akhri babat kuch aik science fiction novel se nikla hua lag raha tha. Ye behtareen tafreeh ka buniyadi hissa banata hai, lekin main isay samajh nahi saka. Aik aise beghairati, pseudo-science babat ko aik aur un ki kitab mein kyun rakha tha? Isay samajhna bilkul bhi nahi aya.

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Lagbhag ek hafta guzar gaya jab mujhe kitab ka phir sochna para. Ab wakt aa gaya tha ke main use library mein wapas kar doon, is liye maine socha ke iske aakhir babat ko dobara parh loon. Jitna ajeeb lag raha tha, main us par hasna aur isay aik dafa aur azma kar dekhna ke darmiyan tha. Main ne tamam shirayton ko milaya aur isay bilkul aik bar aur le lenay ka faisla kar liya. Main janta tha ke ye kaam nahi karega, lekin ye mujhe thora sa shughal milay ga.

Kam az kam main ye keh sakta tha ke maine apni janib se isay azma liya, agar isay aik bara bakwas sabit karne ke liye bhi. Is ke alawa, kya kuch behtar cheezein thein jo main sleep paralysis ke doraan kar sakta tha? Sirf choti si tangi thi ke main apni king-sized Serta mattress ki jagah apni aik recliner par sona parega. Scientific tahqiq ke liye choti ceni maliyat, main ne socha.

Us raat, mujhe teen dafa sleep paralysis ke episodes aaye. Pehla waqia tha, main bohat neend mein tha. Maine poori tarah se kitab ko bhool gaya aur jaldi se dobara so gaya. Dusra waqia thoda lamba tha, aur mujhe akhri babat mein diye gaye qadam yaad the. Main bas apni aik tang ko thora sa hilana chahta tha, aur apni baazoo ko koshish karne par, mujhe apne sar mein choti si lekin mehsoos hone wali takleef mehsoos hui. Main ek pal ke liye sochta hoon ke shayad musannif kuch samajh rahe the aur is se mujhe thoda sa umeed si ho gayi. Is wajah se, main ne jhat se ankhain khuli.

Is waqiey ko yaad karke, mujhe dilchaspi aayi. Main ab bhi nahi maan raha tha ke main apne jism se “bahar nikal sakta hoon,” lekin mujhe kuch ho raha tha. Maine socha ke main thora sa apni kursi ko peechhe le jhool kar dobara try karun ga. Is baar, mujhe behtar qabu hoga.

Ye Story Bhi Dekhen : Sabse Purana Darakht

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

Agli episode bohot jaldi aayi. Main abhi tak so nahi gaya tha, lekin mera jism so raha tha. “Yeh woh waqt hai,” main ne socha. Maine paralysis ko poori tarah se hone diya phir kuch karne ki koshish ki. Sona na ho, yeh mushkil tha, lekin maine kamyaabi haasil ki. Is baar, mujhe apne bayen paer par poora qabu mil gaya. Main ne usay kuch dafa aage peeche kiya phir apne baazon ko azad karne ki koshish ki. Tareeqa ke mutabiq, woh hile nahi aur ajeeb tarah se sakht the – mukhtalif se zyada.

Yeh woh waqt tha jab woh wohi takleef wala dard shuru ho gaya. Mujhe dara dala, lekin main jari raha. Jitna zyada main apne baazon ko hilane ki koshish karta, utna hi dard tez hota gaya. Yakeenan, jab main jaari raha, toh haqeeqatan main apne jism se judne ki mehsoos hui. Main ne isay jari rakhne ki koshish ki, lekin mere asool ne mujhe behtar hasb-e-haal kar liya. Ek lamhe ke liye main ne poori tarah se qabu kho diya aur seedha apne jism mein wapas chala gaya, foran jag gaya.

Yeh tajurba mujhe bohot zor se daraya. Ab to lag raha tha ke Jack Grovewood ki kitaab ke aakhri babat kuch had tak durust hai. Meri tajurbaat itni zyada uth gayi thi ke maine apne kisi dost ko is bare mein batane ki bohot zyada zaroorat mehsoos ki. Khush qismatise, mujhe theek wohi shakhs mil gaya.

Mera dost Josh aik ajeeb shakhs hai. Woh mujh se bohot se aise masail par manta hai jin par main yaqeen nahi rakhta. Is wajah se hamari baaton mein kai dafa takraav hota hai. Seedhi si baat hai, main ek shaki hoon aur woh ek mumin hai. Lekin aik cheez mein humari raay milti hai, aur woh hai khwaabon ki muhabbat. Yeh wohi shakhs hai jise mein is maamlay mein bohot lambi baatein kar sakta hoon. Woh bhi uss kitaab mein diye gaye shara’it par pura utarta hai. Main umeed karta tha ke woh mere saath soi aur is mamlay ki bunyad par pohnchne mein meri madad kare ga.

Maine Josh ko call kiya aur usey sub kuch bata diya. Uska jazba (jisay maine pehle hi jana tha) dekha kar woh tay kar gaya ke woh agli raat meray paas “rukhsguzari” ke liye milay ga. Uske zehan mein toh yeh sab kuch bina kisi rukawat ke guzar jayega. Main ne abhi tak is par poori tarah yaqeen nahi kiya tha. Bas mujhe khushi thi ke maine sathiyon ko is safar par le jane ke liye kisi aur ko dhoonda.

Agli raat ke liye tayyar ho gaye. Hum ne thori dair ke liye waqt guzara aur maine Josh ko kitab dikhayi. Uske ankhon mein chamak aayi jab usne aakhri babat parha, aur woh khud bhi isay try karne ka intezaar nahi kar sakta tha. Main ne usey samjhaya ke uski umeedain bohot buland nahi honi chahiye, lekin mere liye toh wazeh tha ke woh pehle se hi umeed se bharak utha tha.

Hum tayyar the, aur hamne apni kursi par aik doosre ke saath lete kar mazak kiya. Josh ne kaha ke yeh pehli raat hai jab ham sath so rahe hain; main ne usey ek takya mara, aur phir hum so gaye. Neend anay wali thi.

Yeh woh waqt tha jab cheezein ajeeb hone lagi. Mere paas turant neend ki wajah se episode of sleep paralysis nahi aaya, lekin main kuch ghante baad jaag gaya. Maine dekha ke Josh doosri kursi par gehra neend mein soya hua tha. Apni peshani ko khali karne ki zaroorat mehsoos hui, to main ne usey paas se guzar kar bathroom jaane ki koshish ki, uske paon mein phisal kar gir gaya. Main ne zameen par aik thud ke sath milti aur palat kar dekha ke Josh jaag nahi gaya tha. Mujhe maloom tha ke woh bohot gehra neend mein sota hai, lekin itni shor machne par bhi toh uthna chahiye tha.

Pareshan ho kar, main ne uska naam bulaya. Koi reaction nahi aaya. Maine usey hilaane ki koshish ki. Kuch bhi nahi. Main ne uske haath ko pakra aur uska dhadkan check kiya. Woh mojud tha, lekin bohot kamzor. Yehi waqt tha jab meri taraf se ikhlaqi uljhan shuru ho gayi.

Ye Story Bhi Dekhen : Sabse Purana Darakht

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

Main apne kamre ki taraf bhaaga, apna phone liya, aur call button daba kar 911 dial karne wala tha, ke achanak agle kamre se aik zor daar saans liya gaya, jaise ke koi diver saans lene ke liye upar aa raha ho. Main ne jitni jaldi se us taraf daura kiya, Josh jaag gaya tha. Woh mujh se wide eyes ke saath upar dekha aur kaha, “Yaar! Yeh kaam kar gaya!”

Main toh heran reh gaya. Josh, chaahe woh kitni bhi zyada umeed se bharak uthne wala mumin ho, lekin woh jhoota nahi tha. Maine usey bar bar puchha ke kya yeh khwaab nahi tha, lekin usne keh diya ke woh is par poori tarah yaqeen rakhta hai. Uske mazboot yaqeen aur keval chand lamhe pehle kamzor dhadkan ne mujhe kuch karne ka mauqa nahi chhoda. Yeh lag raha tha ke woh kitaab asal thi.

Ham ne agle chand ghante is ke bare mein baat ki. Josh apne jism ko chhod kar mere living room mein paunch gaya, lekin yeh ek dum beheya hua tha. Sab kuch puri tarah se khamosh tha; hawa mein udne wala ek bhi dhool ka kan nahi tha. Josh ne yeh bhi dekha ke uska jism dikhayi de raha tha; ek doodh se dhoondh ki tarah safed rang ka ek contour. Usne ghar ke darwaze ko kholne ki koshish ki, lekin kundi ghoomi nahi aur darwaza hil nahi. Isko samajhne mein usko thoda sa samay lag gaya, lekin usne paya ke uski nayi shakal usse diwaron se guzarne ki ijaazat deta hai.

Josh ne mujhe bataya ke bahar ki duniya hamari duniya se kaafi alag thi. Usne kaha ke yeh ek tasveer par contrast ki tarah tha. Iske alawa, sab kuch ka stataic hone se, yeh aisa lagta tha jaise kisi tasveer mein bandh gaya ho. Main ne isko sochne ki koshish ki, lekin maine khud dekhne ki zaroorat samjha.

Hamne soch liya ke hum wapas so jaayein aur saath mein duniya mein dakhil ho jaayein. Mere utsaah ke bawajood, maine us raat apni pehli safal alag hone ki koshish ki. Josh mere liye kamre mein mera intezaar kar raha tha, apne soye hue jism ke saath. Khud ko aise dekhna, woh bhi kuch khaas tha, lekin mujhe us darwaze ke bahar ki duniya ko dekhna tha; ek duniya jahan par hamare liye sahas aur khudai ki talash thi.

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa.

Kuch hafton tak, Josh mere ghar par soya rahta tha aur ham nayi duniya ko explore karte the. Hum wahan dinon tak camping karte the, jaisa ke lagta tha. Yeh mazedaar aur bilkul latt maarta tha. Hamare ander ki jigyasa hi thi jo hamen aage badhne par majboor karti thi – hamein is ajeeb duniya ke baare mein aur bhi jaanna tha. Yahan kuch aise baatein hain jo hamare safar ke doran hamne sikhi:

-Roshni fix hai. Hamesha cheezon aur imaraton ki aankh ki unchaiyon par dopahar dikhayi deti hai, lekin asmaan siyaah hai aur taaron se bhara hua hai. Yeh ek ajeeb duniya hai, jo main shabdon mein nahi bayan kar sakta.

-Purane imaraton se guzarne mein guzarish nahi hai. Pata nahi kyun.

-Yahan par koi zindagi ki shakal mein nahi hai, bilkul uss kitaab ki tarah, na jaanwar hain aur na hee keeron ki tareef.

-Awaz mein halki si goonj hoti hai. Jab Josh aur main baat karte hain, toh hamesha mehsoos hoti hai.

-Wahan par neend aa sakti hai, lekin tum khwaab nahi dekho ge.

-Agar tum apne jism se bahut door chale jaate ho, toh ek ‘invisible wall’ tak pohunch jaate ho aur aage nahi ja sakte.

-Asli duniya mein jab tum alag ho, toh waqt nahi guzar raha hai.

Ye Story Bhi Dekhen : Sabse Purana Darakht

Tumhain Apne Jism Se Bahar Nikalne Ka Tariqa | A Spooky Story

Kuch hafton tak safar karte-karte, cheezein badal gayi. Jitna bhi hamne explore kiya, utna hi mujhe kuch ajeeb sa lagne laga. Hamesha lagta tha jaise kuch hamare peeche nazar kar raha ho, jabke koi bhi nahi tha. Josh ka yeh samasya bilkul ulat tha. Hamari raat ke safar ab uske liye itne routine ban gaye the, ke woh bor hone laga tha. Woh baar-baar pani ke baare mein baat karta tha aur yeh kehta tha ke woh mukhya sadak ke paas ke talab ko aur kareeb se dekhna chahta hai. Maine Josh ko lekhak ki chetavani yaad dilayi, lekin usko kuch farak nahi padta tha. Ant mein, uski jigyasa ne uske saath bura kiya.

Ek raat, jab apne jism ko chhod kar Josh kahin nazar nahi aaya. Main samajhne laga ke shayad woh abhi tak alag nahi hua tha, lekin is waqt tak, woh hamesha mujhse pehle jaata tha. Yeh sirf ek cheez ho sakti thi.

Maine apne ghar ke darwazon se guzar kar, nazdeek ke talab ki taraf tezi se daura. Josh wahan tha, jhoolne ke dariye ke ant mein khada tha, jo asal duniya mein machhli pakadne ke liye istemal hota tha. Main ne usse awaz di.

“Josh! Tum kya kar rahe ho?!”

“Yeh theek hai! Dekho? Darne ki koi baat nahi hai. Yeh sirf pani hai.”

Maine dekha ke Josh ne apni haath ko neeche le jhukaaya. Pani mein halchal mach gayi. Mere gale ke baal khade ho gaye. Pani ko aisa nahi hona chahiye tha. Humein wahan hafton guzaar gaye the aur humne ek bhi cheez ko hilte hue nahi dekha tha. Hawa bhi bilkul sann thi.

Pareshan hokar, main Josh ke paas chalne laga. Usne apna haath upar uthaya, bilkul waise hi jaise main tha. Jaise hi usne apna haath peeche kiya, woh halchal badi. Uske saath ek chhota sa hissa pani ka kaala ho gaya. Kuch lamho ke

baad, kuch kalaai bahar nikla.

Yeh ek haath tha. Ek behenchod haath. Usne Josh ke pair pakad liye aur usko neeche kheench liya. Woh pani mein pair se pehle gaya, jhool ko mazbooti se pakad kar. Jab woh cheekh raha tha, main uske paas daud gaya. Main kis tarah se bhi uski jagah tak pohunchne ka prayas kar raha tha, lekin andhera kam ho gaya aur wapas normal ho gaya. Mera sabse accha dost gayab ho gaya.

Darr se bhari hui halat mein, main bhaag gaya. Main Josh ko bachana chahta tha, lekin mujhe nahi pata tha kaise. Iske alawa, mujhe lagta tha ke agar main apne jism mein laut aata hoon, shayad main use asal duniya mein jaag utha hoon. Yeh toh sapna tha, lekin yeh sab kuch tha jo mere paas tha.

Yeh sapna adhoora reh gaya jab main utha. Josh ab bhi behosh tha. Main ne kitni koshish ki, lekin main use jaga nahi sakta tha. Ant mein, maine 911 ko bulaya, aur usko stretcher par le gaye. Doctors kehte hain ke woh coma mein hain, lekin unhein iska karan nahi pata chal raha hai.

Aur yeh sab kuch hai. Main uss din ke ghatiya haalat mein hoon jo hua tha. Maine koshish ki Josh ko hospital mein dekhne ki, lekin main uske maa-baap se mukabla nahi kar sakta, aur woh hamesha wahan hote hain. Iske bajaaye, main asal duniya ke talab ke kinare jaata hoon, ummid hai ke kuch somehow jawab mil jaayega. Lekin mujhe sirf aur aur sawalon se milta hai. Yeh mujhe raat bhar jagaye rakhte hain, uss din ke ghatiya haadse ko baar baar yaad karte hue. Main ne koshish ki alag hone ki bhi, lekin kamyabi nahi milti. Kuch mujhe rok raha hai. Shayad yeh dar hai.

Yeh duniya ek tasveer ki tarah hai; ek jagah ki, jahan humein kabhi dekhne ka iraada nahi tha. Ek samay jisko bandh kar diya gaya hai ek haqiqat ki parchai ke saath – aur kuch wahan rehta hai. Is sachai ke bawajood, mujhe apne dost ko bachane aur wapas jaane ki zaroorat mehsoos hoti hai. Josh ne lekhak ki chetavani ka palan nahi kiya, lekin main hi wajah hoon ke woh us duniya mein gaya tha. Main hi wajah hoon ke woh jaag nahi sakta.

Khatam!!

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